Hello lovelies, it’s 1:21 am and I can’t sleep. My allergies are killing me( not literally). But my entire body is itching like crazy. I’m torn and don’t know what I should do tomorrow.
I know I need to stay home or I’ll kolaps but I feel guilty for doing so. I know that living with bipolar is hard especially when you’re not in a good spot and struggling. But I feel like I’m letting people down, I just don’t know who these people are and can’t decide if my wellbeing is more important or if I should go knowing I won’t be able to last the day without having a panic attack. So I’m listening to Highs and Lows while playing ludo and watching Blindspot on Hbo. I just want to make time go faster./🦋🦋
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