Wednesday, November 29, 2023

 My anxiety is killing me. I honestly don't know what to do. I ate 2 oxascand and I just hope they work. My mind isn't working right now, I just.. I don't know anything. I feel lost and I don't know what to do. This is my reality, this is my nightmare. How do I get out of it? Will I ever be free?

I'm listening to music and I don't know if it's helping or making it worse.. 

Don't cry.. the song is telling me to not cry. I can't cry, I'm empty inside, it's just anxiety. Nothing else left..





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